can't help doubting

Dir en grey's new album is addictive like hell. Less pointless screaming. This time it's more melodic and dark. It has this oriental touch to it. Even the 9 minutes opening track, Vinushka is mind blowing. Unlike most epic tracks, this one isn't boring. Instead of cutting short the music video for Vinushka, they should actually make it as long as the original song. Other heavy tracks remind me of their old stuff. I was actually ambivalent about this album when I first downloaded it because their previous album isn't up to par. They've proved me wrong.

Anyway SPM is getting more and more mundane. I think it's such a waste of time for us to dress up just to attend school for a few hours. Worst thing, we're not allowed to leave the hall early even though we've finished our papers. What kinda stupid rule is this? PEOPLE do not realize that we can actually revise a lot for our next paper if we're allowed to get out of the hall early. Besides, what's the point staying in the hall for so long if you've already completed everything and you don't even bother to change your answers? I had to sleep for 1 and a half hour just because of the new rule. Damn. I'm starting not to like SPM. Used to think it's cool but now it's no longer cool. Even the canteen wasn't opened yesterday. Everybody was cursing. Before this Mrs Lee actually said that one or two shops will be opened. Gahhh, not even one single shop was opened. Then we had to ask Pn. Seow for food because we were famished. She gave us biscuits. Lol. Better than nothing. At that moment, the biscuits tasted really GOOD.

i don't wanna care

Another early birthday gift. This one is from LENA LAU. I actually got it from her last week. I've been eyeing this CD since February. Practically every single track on this album is fantastic. Thank you LENA LAU. I doubt she'll read this but I just feel like thanking her here. Haha.



Finally SPM is HERE. Doh. Today's the first day. BM paper 1 , Sejarah paper 1 and BM paper 2. While we were doing BM paper 1, suddenly there was this weird sound coming from Idontknowwhere. It sounded like those cheapskate machines from amusement parks. You know when you insert a few coins into those machines then some stupid kiddy music comes out. Anyway the music lasted for less than 30 seconds I think. It was quite vague. We exchanged looks. When the paper was over, ANDA came asking us where did the sound came from. Like we know. Then the teacher in charge kept reminding us not to bring phones in.

Teacher : Did anyone of you bring phone in? If you're carrying one now, please pass it over to me.
Us : *no reply*
Ain : The sound came from the clock. *points to the huge white clock*
Teacher : *goes to check the clock* Huh? Nah. Why would the clock have this kinda music? Must be another clock. Owh, did the sound come from the cupboard behind there? Do you girls keep clocks or any other gadgets inside there?

I think it's really ridiculously stupid for Ain to say that the clock was the source of the weird sound. Why would the clock suddenly emit that kinda sound? Doh. And the teacher actually asked whether we keep another clock inside the cupboard. Maybe it's not funny to any of you but my desk mate and I were laughing. I think my sense of humour is actually getting better during SPM. In fact, I was laughing so much before I sit for the first paper. A few weeks back Tengku told us not to laugh so much because apparently it'll make you forget everything that you've read. Shit, I think I really need to stop talking to anyone before exams before everything flies away from my head.