how musicians' hiatus can be detrimental to fans

If you like an artist, how do you gauge it? What draws the line between an ordinary and a die-hard? For me, it's simple. This doesn't necessarily have to be a musician, it can be anything. My obsessions/fascinations draw out the 'little kid' in me who's more excited, happier and speaks illogically; quite the opposite compared to the usual indifferent me. (Oh btw my mom calls me a tree, no idea how's that related but apparently it has something to do with the branches being blown by the wind). 

So last week during one of the classes, a guy suddenly walked in with this black shirt which looks like this.

Photo isn't very clear because it's a direct scan from somewhere; I've forgotten where. Not like that matters (my apologies to the one who scanned it). Anyways, it's an official Utada shirt which was released prior to her hiatus. There's a drawing of 'kuma' or in English-- bear. Fans will know well how Kuma is representative of Utada. (There's a song dedicated to her bear-- which I really dislike, she takes photographs of her bear, the bear gets to travel with her on her tours, she bathes her bear and the list goes on). 

The point is this, the guy was wearing this shirt and I got so excited; hence, the processing in my mind went haywire. Apparently, I said 'Oh My God' very loudly for a few times because I didn't think that someone in Malaysia would be wearing it. (IIRC, the procedures are pretty tedious, not all credit cards work and so forth; on a side not, it's fucking unfair how Japanese people always get the coolest things). So I kept probing that guy for more information which really led to a negative outcome. I think I kinda scared him because he doesn't look like one who's very fond of talking. And I thought Utada fans should love each other and stop being so mean to each other. Anyways, the guy was even using Metal Gear Solid file. So, I'm envious beyond words.

That's that. Prevalently, Crystal won't go around screaming her head off and grinning stupidly unless there's something which really aroused her emotionally.

Back to the issue of being a fan. Most fans can't tolerate it when others speak ill of their their idols. Haters gonna hate so why bother much? But I think what makes a fan a true fan is this, willing to accept your idols' shortcomings And if it's okay with you, it's even better when you're fine with making fun of them like this.

Sex-ed up titles of Utada's songs.
Seriously, fans can get really bored when their favorite musicians go on hiatus.

Heart Station - Virgin Station

Can You Keep a Secret? - Can You Keep it Hard?

Simple & Clean - Sex & Cum

Tokyo Nights - Tokyo Nights (I Hope I Get Raped)

Show Me Love(Not a Dream) - Show Me Dick(Not a Dildo)

Be My Last - Be My Fuck/Come At Last

Colors - Condoms

Wait and See - Wait and Pee

Fight the Blue - Fight the Juice

Kremlin Dusk - Kremlin Fuck

First Love - First Dick

Boku wo Kuma - Boku wo Cuma

Keep Tryin' - Keep Fuckin'

Uso Mitai Na I Love You - Uso Mitai Na I Fuck You

Gentle Beast Interlude - Gentle Breast Interlude

Kiss and Cry - Kiss and Cum

Goodbye Happiness - Goodbye Virginity

Flavor of Life - Flavor of Cum

Stay Gold - Stay Hard

You Make Me Want to Be a Man - You Make Me Want to Fuck a Man

Beautiful World - Beautiful Whore

Addicted to You - Addicted to Blow

Devil Inside - Dick Inside